Facebook is just about unbearable to look at lately. Everyone is pregnant. And I was supposed to be pregnant with them.
Today I found out two more girls who I went to high school with are pregnant. And by random boyfriends, to boot. I know I shouldn't judge, but it just feels so unfair that all these girls get these accidental babies when I can't have mine--a baby who is so so loved and wanted, in a stable household.
Instead, I have to grieve and worry about if I can ever have more babies. Babies that are so very wanted. I know this is just how the world works, but it's so hard. I know there's a greater plan, but I just don't understand it.
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